Having a choice

We are lucky. I say this very lightly as its not to easy. But my life for the last few months have been fun. Exciting. Misable and trouble not to mention stressful. But also enlighing. I have learnt a few hard lessons. Cried a river of tears and shook with anger.

But when u have tried to make something work… Something that you really want and it’s just out of reach.

We are lucky… Because I can just turn back and try a different way to live.

I want this and I want that… But what my daughter needs are far greater. I missed this reason. I messed her about confused her more and unsettled her.

I am not the most mature adult. I make more mistakes then a normal adult and I get frowned apon. I try to what’s best but it turns out wrong.

My lesson for the last three months is consider the choices u do have… Take a breather and think deep at ur wants and compare them to ur needs… We have choices and we can choose the path right for us… If we listen to reason

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